I thought I could confide in you,
I mean, that's what friends do, right?
Wrong! Tell them your secrets
And they tell the world.
Tell them your thoughts
and they shut you up.
Tell them your fears
And they make you scared;

Scared to love and to trust.
Scared to feel and to live.
I already love you
but does it matter?
Your heart beats for another.
This facade of friendship used
to cover up our passion and our lust.
Our love and our wants.

I thought I could confide in you
But I was wrong
so I wrote this poem instead
While I cry in bed.