Up and Doing

So.... I posted something one month after promising to be a better blogger. What can I say?
I'll start with my apologies. I'm so sorry. I know my followership base isn't so strong yet but some people expect better from me.
Life has been happening and I've been struggling with inspiration amongst other things. I've been wondering tho, maybe this shouldn't be about just one awkward black girl.  I've realized that girls and guys all around the world have stories to share. Stories that will touch hearts and give life. I'm searching for them. And I'm bringing them here.
  If you have a story to share, don't be shy. Say hi, send me a mail on fadeore@gmail.com.

This is Damimyne saying hi and bye. 

The men in my life
The men in my life are selfish
The men in my life are vain
The men in my life use me
The men in my life breed hate
I can't seem to let go of the men in my life
If I do, I'll be alone.
I'd have the women but they don't understand.
I'd have to meet new men.
But then, they'll become the men in my life, selfish and vain.

Sometimes, I wonder about him.
He won't be one of them.
He'll be my man and I'll be his woman.
He'll love me, he'll care and he'll share.
He won't use me, he'll let me grow,
He won't let me go.
He'll be the only man in my life.
I know he exists because I was made with care.
And since God made me with care, he surely made someone to care.

This is a prayer, a song my heart beats the drum to.
This is for my man.
I'll sing it to him when we're old and grey.
I don't know him yet I love him. He is afterall, my man.